Is there any specific reason you stopped writing Stiles,that’s your choice of course,i was just wondering if you talked about it that’s all

I think I said it before or maybe I haven’t, it’s hard to tell what I’ve bitched at Bri and Erika and what I have said on here 😛

I just developed an annoyance bordering to intense hatred to the phenomenon that surrounds this character. It is not possible to talk about a scenario/read a fic/do whatever, really, without this character or Sterek getting shoehorned in in one way or another and I am absolutely done with it.

I just can’t take it anymore. I’ve started unfollowing people when they reblogged stuff with his face or with Sterek in general. 

I talk about things with Derek or the Sheriff or whatever and for quite a while I could basically count down in my head when the first person would come in my inbox with ‘yes but what about if Stiles was in there…’

and I get it. People like him. That’s fine, everybody can like whatever the hell they want. but it’s also so very sad? Like this show has so many beautiful people that you could wax on and on about. It doesn’t always have to be the white spastic dude.

When I look into tags on AO3 hoping desperately to find something new for a pairing I like, I could cry at how little there is in comparison to Sterek; or how half if not ¾ of the stuff I find is Sterek with the pairing I’m seeking just being a sidepairing.

I’m reading a Derek/Sheriff fic at the moment whose author is very very good, a+ beautiful writing skills. But right in the beginning they said they usually write Sterek and you know what? it shows. because I need to scroll past paragraphs of them talking about how perfect and awesome Stiles is and them making painfully sure the reader knows how Stiles has had a crush on Derek and also verifying that they never ever had anything so it is plausible for Derek to be with the Sheriff.

and I want to weep because they write so good and I want to read a million words about Sheriff boning Derek, but… well. I already explained it.

I don’t know, Nonnie. I don’t know. I started as someone who was willing to write everything and anything and by now I’m just very sad and disillusioned because I can’t fucking stand Stiles anymore, but seeing the responses to whatever I write without him (or the non-responses) tells me that I really am not that good at writing in general and that people were probably just thirsty for Stiles/Sterek and willing to take everything

or something like that

I don’t even know anymore :O