would jesse ever get so desperate to fulfill his wish to fuck centaur gabe that he just one day gets near gabe, doesn’t so much as touch him sexually and just. watches him go about normal, maybe just walking around in some grass, but fucks into that fleshlight you mentioned and has to fight back against closing his eyes to delve deeper into the fantasy he has going on his head so he can just keep watching gabe and admiring him? and gabe’s oblivious or purposefully not paying him attention